hay in my brain
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
i wonder if it's because i have many pressing matters at hand, that my heart is beating so untamingly. i feel worried... yet the cause of that worry, i just cant pinpoint to one thing.
besides this worry, im also.. envious.
i envy so many people
i envy so many things
but i am happy
happy to have had a chillaxing weekend...
happy that this past week, ive been very full everyday after dinner...
happy from the stories that we've shared, the fun that we've had, the laughters that were sounding...
i wonder if i can handle it when sunday comes..
it gets harder the second time round.. haha
agency visit tomorrow, im abit nervous, i havent really gather up all the information in my head, and not sure of the questions i am going to ask. it should be fine coz of the other colleagues present, but still.. what if there is an awkward silence? or too many people trying to talk at once? and when it's my turn, i'd have gone blank, or run out of things to say.
but fear not.
trust in God...
and i see how others bond. why do they bond so well.. and im so out of the circle?! is it because of how i am? why cant i fit in?
AH WELL
worrying isnt going to change anything.
sleeping is.
Labels: family, frustrations, uni
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