Inner thoughts of the week
Saturday, February 02, 2008
Hmm.. It's been another long gap since I have taken care of my beloved blog. Life seems to be very monotonous lately thus the lack of interesting posts. School is as hectic as usual, with loads of pressure being added on and piling up every minute. Lost interest in dramas at the perfect timing, as I had decided to give up watching dramas again for Lent. But really, i should be giving up something that's really precious to me. At the time of my decision, I was still all obsessed with drama, but now it seems so boring. Even Dou Niu, I guess it's because I have to wait every week and due to the work piling on I felt less lost in the world of dramas. Not only that, now I've lost interest in music as well. Really dislike this feeling. I think it's because my mp3 cd player broke. The earphone wire was too long and as I walked, it got caught at the edge of the table and the cd player was flung across the room and smashed on the floor. Haih. I only had it for 4 years and I really love it, it's the perfect cd player. I had even burnt 2 cds of 100+ songs in. So much for that. I think it was cursed by my friends who said it's a UFO. Hahaha. Just because it's really big and old-fashioned. I'm feeling bland again and nothing I do seems fun.
ANYWAY. windows media player is on. Xu Yao Ai is playing. The song is sung by Chen Yi, another celebrity guy I have discovered. He acted in E Nu Ah Chu with Joannne Zheng and Sam Wang and Genie Zhou. This song is one of the songs that I actually haven't lost interest in, amazingly. Along with Ni Zui Jin Hai Hao Ma? by S.H.E. even though I have played that song for more than 10000times probably. Ask Veep and Jas!
Currently feeling kinda cold. Jas, Lynnweijiejie and her friends Sharon and co, are at Stonehenge and going to Bath later on. Yuankoko and his friend Danny(?) are on their way to Liverpool. Ivy is going to her friend's house later on to play. Daddy and Mummy came back from shopping earlier and now cooking lunch. Me? eating sushi :) that's my lunch.
I had a long and deep conversation with Manj and Coco last Tuesday. We talked about how you make friends, how the friendship sometimes does not last, how it is hard to trust people, how people have changed and what will happen when I leave London. pretty damn sad. Besides that, I had a convo with Ammar when we had our decan duty and were waiting for people at the side.. we talked about life in general etc etc. He said..
You know what I think?
You are unnecessarily lonely.
Oh! Gun Ba by Chen Yi is also a very nice song!!
Okii, I'm about to finish my sushi and I think I might go out to Central Park and have a look at the 10pounds jacket! might as well buy it if its nice ;)
Or I might just start cracking at Physics homework questions 13.47 and 18.51
Or 2 hour long Chemistry Olympiad? The real competition is next Wed. EEk!
YAY tomoro, hopefully, all of us will be going to London Dungeon. That's Ivy, Jas, LynnWei Jiejie, Sharon, Koko, Danny, me and maybe lynnweijie's other friends?
Mmm. Emma and I have decided not to online starting from 7th April so that we can discipline ourselves to study for the ill-awaited exams. Jia you!
Wilson promised to take me to TBS gig. But he didnt. Grrr. But I wonder would I have been allowed since it was a school night. :(
my last exam will be june 19th ( i think ) after that, I shall be free till Feb 2009 when
hopefully I will make it to Otago Uni. This year will also be my first year celebrating my birthday with cousins (as far as I can remember) especially since Ah Ning and I have always said we have to have a joint bday celebration since our bdays are just 4 days apart. Unless I leave UK early, I would be able to celebrate with my friends. but either way.. it'll be fun!
Feb 15th, hopefully liv, justin, coco, wils, em, manj, keith, arman, and anil will be able to make it to my house for dinner, coupled with some scary movies marathon. veep will be inviting her 3 friends over too so its gonna be a full shrieking house! ^_^
have to make candy floss tonight, tomoro and on monday when em and manj comes over to help. we are going to sell it on tuesday after school, raising money for St. Luke's hospice.
anyhoos. i shall have to stop typing now. songs are too depressing for me. im gona put on sth cheery. eating my second to last sushi. still abit chilled, gona put on a sweater and get some coke to drink :D
but theres no coke :( just plain water it is.
Current mood: cold and hungry
Currently listening to: Thanks for the memories - Fall Out Boy
Labels: deep thoughts, family, food, friends, real life, week
4 comments:
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huhu....deep.
sometimes i have that unnecessary loneliness too. well, not sometimes, but most of the time. now i think i'm getting used to it oredi, and actually liked it.
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Well, you've got quite an array of thoughts in this post. Hey I hope you get to come back and hug... errr.. SHOOOBIE!!
Ok.. I'm going crazy. Absolutely maniatics.
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I know what it's like, sometimes you are just in a mood to think and all these thoughts rush in at you...
It's awesome how you'll get to celebrate your birthday with your cousins this year, you must be looking forwards to it! I've been thinking about my own birthday lately, my 21st. Of course you are invited, even though you are far away and can't make it I want you to know that I'm thinking of you, and if you were in Wellington I know that you and Jas would have been here on my 21st.
This year will be a big year for you, graduating from college and moving on to uni life-but don't worry too much about it, it's actually a really awesome experience! ...although I'm not sure about the living away from home part since I haven't experienced that. But really, starting uni is a transition in your life that you will remember forever! uNIVERSITY'S great!! :)
As for this year, I wish you all the best for your studies, do your best and never give up!! :)It's your life; REACH FOR THE STARS! :)
Polina
huhu....deep.
sometimes i have that unnecessary loneliness too. well, not sometimes, but most of the time. now i think i'm getting used to it oredi, and actually liked it.