a small retreat
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
It's been quite a while since I've actually paid attention to what I write in my blog. It's been a long while since I have written emotionally. Would that be a good thing or not? Most of my posts have been about my daily life on the outside. What about on the inside? *thinks*Maybe what I need is time to recreate the deep thoughts that I used to have. Recently, I feel like I have lost myself. With the busy life, I'm pushing everything aside. Even when I'm bored, I'm busy - busy being bored and lazy. So I shall need a retreat. Back into the small corner of my mind. Standing under the light of silence
Looking around in strong defiance
Won't fall into the darkened weakness
Trembling in the cold, feared sickness
What is this I see, a reflection on my palm
How can it be, my blurred image is still calm
I felt the trickle of fear slowly subsiding away
but my eyes tell a story my mouth cannot say
I wonder what promises really mean
is it equal to trust that is never seen
what's left to hold on to if everything's gone
is it equal to feeling lonely though not alone?
That's more like it. Whenever I find the time to rhyme, I feel soo much better. :)
Current mood: hungry
Currently listening to: Scandal - Kangta and Vanness
Labels: poem, random
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