Continuing from my last post... I said my motto was never give up right? Well, this isn't a motto but it happens to me all the time: When you look forward to something so much, it doesn't live up to your expectations and turns out to be just a disappointment.
So I’ve told myself to not get so thrilled about little things but do I listen to myself? No… as my friend had said before, I get fascinated and amused very easily. I’m sure those were just mere coincidences, right? It doesn’t apply to every situation…
I can’t really remember clearly but in primary 3, there was an incident that this applied to. Primary 6 Something that happened in NZ – im not sure what it was but I remember complaining to Kk and Manda, haha Moving to I want to repair my camera, but was told Bintulu/Miri has no repair shop for digital camera, and that I have to send it to KL I want a new handphone, was told I could get one but now have to wait till I go to uni – ooo… that’s in 2 years.. okay, 1.5 yrs I wanted to change my image, so when I go back, I would probably change my hairstyle, highlight it etc. but lately, my hair is falling by the handful!!! (from stressssssss!) and advised not to highlight it or else I will have no hair… that will certainly change my look but that’s not my style… heheBut I can’t help looking forward to something very much, right? It’s what we all do… so I guess I shouldn’t really weave my life around this saying. I will just… pray.
(Up there in my list, I notice there's quite a number of "I want", shoudln't be so materialistic... but it's not harmful ^^)
My exam timetable
Monday – Chemistry - redox, periodic trends, group II and VII
Biology – module 1: cells, carbo, lipids, proteins etc
Mathematics – C1: algebra, surds, indices, sim. eqtns, quadratic functions
Tuesday - Mathematics – Mechanics: vectors, kinematics
Wednesday - Chemistry – Atomic Structure, shapes of molecules, bonding
Thursday - Physics – Electricity
Friday - Physics – base units, mechanics: kinematics, projectile motion
Oh, and I think, when Jas comes, I bet in the weekends, we’ll be going out a lot- Brentcross, London dungeon, Chesington theme park etc. coz last time we’d always say “Wait till Jas gets here”.
Less than 35 hours till she’s here!
Less than 35 days till we’re in Miri!
At Friday, November 10, 2006 3:25:00 pm, 
LingDi
Hey girl, don't worry. God will give you what you want! It's all abt timing. You will get what you want! Don't worry coz' I am just like you. I always can't get what I want but, everything happened for a reason right? God has reasons for all of these. It doesn't that when you don't get what you wanted or what you wanted things to be, you will not get it. When it happens, remember, God will have a much better and greater plan for you, it's just it is not the time yet! Have faith in Him!
u're good u can accept things that di go ur way...if it's me, i would have blown up ...haha...dun worry...u'll get everything u wanted one day...