I notice things seem to go downhill recently
What had happened to the joy between us?
The cold retreat you provide drives me insane
I feared for this since the beginning, now here it is
The reason I held back from commitment
Is knowing a little hurt can break my world apart
Even now when things are okay I fear for the worst
And know things are never going to be the same again
Why the waste of affections you gave
I seriously believed that I could provide happiness
I didn’t know how to stop your sufferings
Coz it’s not of my choosing to be this way
I use this opportunity to say I’m sorry
I’m not who you thought I was and maybe never’ll be
The silence put us through endearing thoughts
And I often wondered what’s really going on.
Will our friendship ever stay intact?
We use to communicate more as just friends
But this closeness seems to somehow drive us apart
And no words from my brain can form on my tongue
So can I ask one last time if this is how you want it
The dream of joy you had unfulfilled by me
Do you regret professing coz I know of my unworthiness
Let’s stop your sorrow and bring on your great smiles
Things may seem different coz I’m so lost at words
But all I wished for is things to be back to normal
Even if the intimacy and love all drips away
As long as we can converse, I’m contented enough.
eh.. u put shc there then it's not private for us anymore la.. it's supposed to be private for us there talking about our stuff