I shouldn’t poke my nose in where I don’t belong
I should know the world has no place for me
I should see the truth and know that it’s wrong
I’ve had enough with these talks; they ruin my mood and make me feel forceful. Can’t u stop? Why don’t you consider my feelings? I guess you alone are not to blame. Feelings are something we can’t control so I give u the benefit of the doubt but my life has turned because of this. They turned their backs on me, I feel all messed up and lonely. I no longer fit into their lives with long stories and the ending has no place with me in. everywhere I turn everyone is one step ahead. Why am I drowning in this? My faith slowly fades and in this time I caught up with myself and felt tears. Useless tears that doesn’t help to make my world a better life to live. I can’t take it… just shake it away all these loneliness and cast outs. Can’t go on with these sufferings, what’s my problem? Non-fitting in, leftover, the past, the girl who causes hurt and pain, the unreasonable one…. STOP IT!
all these things i have to go through... over and over
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